I ... I just take on to much things to do... even if most of it is fun stuff really...

with work of like a week more than a regular fulltime job, then trying to do regular exercise, then trying to have time to sleep and other daily activities.
- ANd with the fact of trying to draw and make up comics (like the one I've just started to upload now; What do they do in the winter. I also have one that I know *Honeykitten want me to make and then after last weekend I got an idea for another one that makes me laugh when I think about it, and that one I know that *Solkatt is curious about!
- and then I have a novell I'm trying to write... so far I've still only finnished the first chapter. even if I have to entire story made up... I have not had the time really to be able to sit down and just write it.

- Then it's also something I've been trying to work on now for a few weeks. something I really want to do and I want to do good... but today when I tryed it again it just... well it just got all wrong and I lost it. Fortainly dad was here and he compforted me and said what I needed to hear; that I can do great things, that I am good... But it's hard for me even so... I have low selfesteem and my confidence is also low... This is something I really want! even if I know that the chances are still so very low. I mean there are alot of great ones of these here in Sweden.

- I have understood that I have taking on to many things... I know that... it has gotten to me... But I feel that I really want to be able to do more than just work and sleep. and by so doing I have to get out... and do other stuff... but there's just not enough time for it all.

//Gwen